Saturday 22 August 2009

life is in His hands.......

life is short.... no matter how old we are... whether we are young or old.. we should always appreciate life.. never take it for granted... always love your friends as when you are having problem, those true friends will come and be there for you no matter what...

as for life itself... we can never predict when we will meet Him... it may be tomorrow, it may be in 10 years.. but we have to bear in mind, from Him we came, to Him we shall go...

to my beloved KOBAIN... we will always be here for you no matter what... ur problems are ours... your devastation is also ours... through thick and thin we will be here... you will make it.. your family will make it... time will heal itself.. no matter what you and your family will survive... just remember that Allah s.w.t loves him more.. he is in a better place....

Al-fatihah to Ahmad Ghadafi b. Ahmad Gunter (23rd July 1984 - 21st August 2009)
may Allah bless your soul and put you with those who He loves...
Amin....



Wednesday 12 August 2009

a good girl gone bad

as u can read from the title, there was a particular day whereby a girl i knew accidently or maybe conciously turned into a wild child.. i can say that she is a good girl that went bad just for that night and maybe a couple more nights.. why is it we are able to change in just a blink of an eye... one minute your ok n sober.. the next your just the opposite of what you came.. is there a particular reason for these changes... should there be?? should there be a reason why people would want to change other than reasons that they are bored.. bored with the life they have been living with.. bored with the way and habit that has been with taht person all his/her life... is it possible for us to change just because.. no need to have reasons or answer to anyone...

but... that would be impossible... there is always a reason for change.. sometimes it hits u in the head hard.. sometimes it comes creeping slowly... and next thing you know.. you have become this person that you seem to be more comfortable with rather then feeling awkward... you are thinking to yourself ' why am i more comfortable with this weird change rather than of how i was before'....

changes in life does not always mean good... it may be bad but yet the bad thing you have done is actually who you are.. and when you stop doing it.. you feel distannt and lost.... is it our fault that it the changes arrive in us at this stage.. at the age where we are getting to know the real world.. at the age where we need that groundness in our life to stay safe and stay put.. being the person that we should be and not what we want to be...

this is just a story of how changes can make people... do you feel like this or is there another way that you feel...
isnt it always the same for anybody????

enjoy!!!!!!