i've got you

as in the song itself, there are a lot of ways where by u can hurt a relationship. does not matter what kind of r/ship. it can be between family, friends, partners n others. this maybe the point where i feel it. n i can say congratulations. u got what u wanted n i'll be ok with it. n i get it. its ok.

i'm sorry to say this but this is who i am. u want to accept it, thank u very much. if u cant i'll still say thank you for being there no matter what. it saddens me that a r/ship can be broken when u can still be in a r/ship for all the right reason. to have fun, enjoy, go crazy n be wild. so what if u cant be the person to be there during the sad times. we can still be there for the good. but as u choose this path, i'll accept it without revenge, without hatred. it was love when we were all together for the fun n also the down times. n there will still be love in my heart for everyone, but we cant force a person to love let alone like us. it has to be sincere.

i am sorry for hurting u, i;m sorry for making u doubt a r/ship, i'm sorry for the way i acted n i am sorry for the things i say. i'm sorry u accepted me before n i am sorry u cant accept me now. i'm sorry for the sadness i caused n for the things that has happen.

i wont be sorry for letting the truth be told as i was not bitching, i wont be sorry for the attitude that i have as i thought ur suppose to accept a person for who he/she really is, i wont be sorry for not covering up ur lies coz all i wanna do is help u realized the stupidity.

i am not a drama queen, but i have to be an actor. i don't twist words but i do exaggerate sometimes. i don't create problems, but problems do tend to find me. i'm not a psychiatrist, but i'm a good listener.

we all try to grow up and be mature but in the midst of it, we do get caught in sticky situation. sometimes we handle it well sometimes we don't. and that may not be a bad thing. making mistakes is a part of growing up. how can we learn if we don't make it.

making friends is my expertise. meeting new people is what i do best. but sticking people in my life is always hard because of attitude n mentality. n that is not something to be sorry about. if its a match then YEAY!!!, if it is not HE may have something better installed in the future.

never let go of your friends, no matter how much u dislike or annoyed by that person, a friend is still a friend. increasing is better than decreasing.

i've learned a lot through this experience. i still have lots to learn n i hope i wont have the feeling of giving up or fed up. if there is, then there is, if not then lets just accept it n move on.

no matter what happens, i'll still be a good listener. but hey, its up 2 u whether u still want to or not. i'm accepting it n yes moving on without being a bitch,or wanting revenge, or using u for my pleasure. i still have my respect towards everyone, but i no longer know how long that respect is going to last.



p/s. think for urself n plz not follow others...

obsessing!!!

havent been blogging bout anythg because nothing to say lately... drama free for awhile....currently obsessing with vamp diaries and of course glee.... current fav of glee.